this WILL be mine. hahaha.

me: would it be easier for you if i wasn’t your girlfriend right now?

him: no.

me: what would you do?

him: i would go crazy. every bit of me would break apart.

This is where i need to vent. I like to write down how i am feeling instead of just bursting out with emotions. I am by no means perfect and i do get upset about things that i really should just let go. Love will make a girl crazy.. that is all there is to it. Instead of just going on and on about it.. just let it go. I love my life and everyone in it. And sometimes it is going to seem like i am the most miserable person in the world. But truth is i am the luckiest. I just need some where to write down what i am thinking and how i feel. Even if no body cares to read it. I do not like to show my emotions because i do not want to be weak. I want to be strong. I want to be independent. And this will be the start..

white girl problems.